难受的感觉。。。

我和他终于在一起了。。。 当时感觉来了也没想那么多。。。所以就选择和他在一起了。。。 和他在一起的感觉也很开心，因为有他温柔的关心，也感受到他的爱护。。。 可是为什么就得不到好朋友的祝福呢？难道我选择跟他在一起就不对吗？嗨。。。真的很难受。。。也有人告诉我，我不应该跟仪说。。。。可是又有谁知道我为什么要告诉他呢？？？我就是因为尊重她是我好朋友我才选择告诉他的。。。我不希望他最好一个知道然后会生气我。。。可是到最后的结果是说又死不说又死。。。。我也没想过为什么身为我好朋友的却不可以体谅我。。。可能你们也会觉得我很自私。。。昨天听了那通电话后真的觉得又心疼又生气。。。为什么她会要求我圣诞节不要陪男朋友过而是陪她过呢？难道她圣诞节可以和老公过我却不可吗？？？会不会觉得自私点呢？ 嗨。。。难道朋友就是这样的吗？？？她还问我到底他有什么好？？？难道你自己的老公又很好吗？？？我不出声不代表我并不知道。。。我只是不想多事而已。。。我也知道你们是担心我为我好。。。可是好朋友不是无论谁做了什么决定都会支持的吗？？？嗨。。。。。 压力真的很大。。。。一边是自己的好朋友，另一边则是我爱的人。。。可是真得很幸好你没给我压力。。。真得谢谢你。。。直到现在你还是会叫我陪朋友多一点。。。可是在我心里我确实没什么想出去。。。可能还不想面对他们吧。。。 你昨天晚上也说得对， 逃避不能解决问题。。。可是除了这样我还能怎样呢？？？我很怕出去后又会听到冷风冷雨的话。。。所以我宁愿选择不出。。。 可是当我选择不出时，你们又会乱想东西。。。等我平扶好我的心情我自然就会出去。。。给点时间我。。。也希望你们不要乱想东西。。。

13Th NoV 09

2day i very happy also ... becoz i change my look edi ... from long hair cut become short hair .... anywhere , thx rui ni .... becoz is she help me cut de ... hahahha ...

30tH OcT 09 (YeE BiRthDay)

2day is yee birthday ... feel very excited ... becoz we wan gv yee one big susprise .... around 10.00 pm something we go "panjang" 2 wait new ... becoz yee n kit go gasoline eat dinner edi ... than ah xiu dun wan go , becoz of there things very dirty .... than we wait them eat finish , kit say bring yee go "xiao yun ding" ... on the way go "xiao yun ding" that time was raining ... haiz ... we also dunno hw ... but thx god we reach there is no raining edi .... we at yee behind to sing birthday song .... that time she feel very susprise lo ... hahaha ... becoz that day she ask we all yam cha , than i say i back muar edi , xiu say she date with ah kai edi .... so nobody bother her lo .... hahaha ...we also very happy .... becoz frez happy , that means we all happy .... hahahha ... finaly , we go pandah indah seven star to eat cake n gv present .... back until home i think alrdy around 2.00a.m ....

16Th , 17 Th & 18tH oF OcT 09

on the way went back kl , we buy ....

me n my cousin , hong ...

ying n ying , one is my pretty cousin , one is cute cousin ...

me n my cute cousin ...

me n mami ....

mami , hong , ying , yi n me ...

me n my another pretty cousin sharly ...

3 cousin ....

3 cute cousin .... hahahha ....

my favorite food ....

gang of ying frez ...

my pretty cousin ying look like so cool .....

ying frez , chen .... so kacau ... hahahah...

3 cousin went out tea time gatherine ...

be4 going clubbing ...

our tea time tea ....

After melaka n muar 1 day trip , also after 1 week , i back muar again ... 17th nite , after work i back home prepare something n wait my cousin come 2 my house fetch me ... when i reach home , i go 2 jing ying house stay ... 18 th , early morning , ying frez "wen hao" bring us go eat "bah ku teh" ... after eat , we go mami shop ... around 2.45p.m jing n me go fetch sharly go "high tea"... my cousin hong n ern also follow us go ... happy , becoz like our cousin gatherine ... after gatherine i go buy shose , but when i buy shose i relly feel unhappy lo , becoz i like the shose all no size .... haiz ... sien .... after buy shose , i n wei jing go tanjung eat something ... around 7 p.m he fetch me went back ying house ... at the nite , me , ying , n sharly go 2 ying frez birthday party at Arena Club,Melaka ....this also i 1st time go ...i like that place they build it with glass...so can see the weather outside! can see the wind was so strong and heavy rain and we are sheltered by glass and dancing around... good ... happy ... around 4.00a.m we went back muar ... 18 th , this day i eat many my favorite food ... "cai shao n shao rou" rice , "wu xiang" , "cai kui" , cendol .... yummy ... at the last , me n "si ku ", "gu chong",sharon n sharly go eat dinner ... after dinner , we also back 2 kl ...on the way , back 2 kl , we buy ice-cream eat ... yummy also ... hahahha .... after back 2 kl , i n ny mum go 2 fetch sis , then we go "jiu wang ye" ... around 2 jz sleep ... tired ... but happy .... i love Muar very much ....

11tH oCt 09 MelaKa & MuaR oNe DaY TRip

nyonya food

big frez family

melaka view

sweet sweet sweet

happy couple

da jie n xiao jie

frezship 4ever

happy trip

muar frez ... jing n me ....

2day on the morning 6 o clock alrdy wake up prepare ... 6.40a.m michelle n jian reach my home 2 take me , then we go yen house take yen ... after take yen , we went 2 "mcd" 2 wait yi , kit n xiu .... around 7.05 a.m , them alrdy come , then we go batu 11 eat our breakfast "wan tan mee" .... after eat , we start go melaka .... 9 a.m something we alrdy reach melaka ... hahhaa ... happy ... we find parking , then we go "hong wu" .... then we go jungle walk .... we buy the "huang li bin".... yummy .... i also buy 1 t-shirt at there ... after finish walk jungle walk we go eat nyonya food .... asam laksa , cendol , nyonya rojak .... really good taste .... after finish eat we go "ku cheng" .... wah , so high lo , tired ... after "ku cheng" we go "Menara Taming Sari Melaka"... around 4 p.m oclock , we went 2 muar ... my home town ... reach Muar , we go find my "mami" then we go toilet .... after toilet we go "tan chi jie" eat "wan tan mee" ,satay .... good ... then wei jing also come n join us .... then wei jing bring our go buy otak-otak .... famours food in muar .... yi buy 12 box , me buy 3 box then xiu buy 2 box ... after buy otak , we went to tanjung .... we at there take photo .... around 6.30 p.m we at tanjung eat ABC .... nice ... yi say yummy than melaka cendol ... hhahaha...after that , we go eat "ah sam yu" my favorite food ... we order "ah sam yu" , sambal prawn n sotong , fried sotong , ah sam egg , otak n 1 veges .....around 9.00 p.m , we finish eat , then i go "hua nan" buy father n my mum n my sis favorite food , "wan tan mee" again .... hahhaha ....lastly we went back kl .... 2day we all dry in the sun , all look like red red .... hahhaha ... but happy ....becoz hard 2 come by we can go out for trip 2gether .... finally , i also wan thx for wei jing , becoz we really long time no c jo .... i think got 2 years more no c .... then he still come out bring we go buy otak , eat dinner 2gether .... hahhaha....hope also we all can friedship 4ever .........

6tH OcT 09 MY SIS mARRied oF RegiSter DaY

2day 7 oclock morning alrdy wake up 2 perpare .... becoz 2day is my sis married of register .... happy ... after register finish , we also went 2 setapak 2 take my car ... kenani .... yeah ... i can drive edi .... really happy ... lastly hope my sis n his husband " cheong cheong 99 " .... hahahaha .... hope also them quickly married .... born a cute cute bb .....

01 OcT 09

2day is new month and a new day .... early morning go bank 2 sign my car loan agreement .... but my ic chip cannot use ... then when finish sign go back office ... lunch time my dad n mum fetch me go take my new ic .... then went bank again .... then went back office again ... haiz .... sien ... at the nite , we go to puchong asia cafe 2 yam cha ... there is simple , but feel very relax .... good place ... then we at there take some photo .... my dear yen also cut a new hair style ... nice .... pretty .....